I’m trying my best to get over you, I’m forcing my self to cuz I’m so tired of crying. But no mater how many people hit on me and how many people I talk to… I still have this feeling of hope for us. It’s so hard knowing your really gone this time, that there’s no return, that for once your not gonna come back, this is supposed to teach me something… But what when I still think about all the amazing times together. I’m in love with you and I can’t let go, I’ll never let go, I can’t do anything cuz you don’t want me, I’m not going to beg because of who I am, we’re equal now but forgiveness isn’t in this budget. I would love to be in “your” arms… I feel so right in them. But now-now there’s nothing else but emptiness. Alone here with no one, just memory’s of the good times, the great times, the most amazing times of my life. All gone. Tears are just rushing down my face and into my lap. What can I do… When you no longer want to be with me and you don’t want me?